The worst and weak of me

why am i been so weak? i keep sick when holiday . Maybe me is too stress , because ballet exam? Ballet is my forever , i can loss anything but can't loss ballet . yea, the next year i'm going somewhere .i will not telling in here . i just told who is important in my life . but some , i will not tell . or me , over thinking ? 

i think is time to return me to get the diseases . owhh, i miss my papa . seriously . just now my mom cleaning the cabinet . all is my papa shirt ;( owhh , i took one is my cloth already . no choice , that's no why i miss he .

FIRDAUS SHAH , i am so so sorry . the those day i freakin don't know why am i been like that . you think me is gila  lah . that's unfortunately  you got a girlfriend like that ;o . but i know you still love me ;p buhehhehhehehe

i just wanna let you know , you're my last love in my life . if this love is end , i will freakin can't find back the LOVE  i didn't force you ;) 

I WILL NOT SAYING BREAK , THIS WORD!