What will be on my future ? aim for ?

So everyone have a decision for they future , but i think i could not cause family help to set up ,they just give some comment then i choose . We must listen family  advise right? cause everything they are correct and they know well . Ballet , coffee shop ,art class  and freelancer . which one ? confusing  .it is import for me , cause must aim one and focus on that , but teacher know me well , she know me want do a lot and know a lot . is mean I LIKE SOMETHING NEW ,TRY THE NEW THING WHEN  I STILL A LIVE . my life always changing too ,couple, break, fail the test ,pass the test , exam ,argue with friend and a lot Cause we really don't know the next second or the next minute will happen what on us . So precious the time and take it tight . Australia , Singapore , Japan  or Malaysia ? which one ? yes , i know money is the problem too , that's why i always  thinking , dude i need to decide right now , what my future? what my job ? A RIGHT PLACE , A RIGHT TIME


我已经长大了，我不可以再浪费我的时间。我怕他们比我更快，以他们现在来说 他们现在已经很快了。我再慢下来，在原地跑 我就真的追不上了。我只能说， 芭蕾舞 是靠自己的精神 也要 挨的苦 真的，没骗你们。 他不想 office boy or girl ， 他们只是头脑 可是这个要头脑，表情 和身体。这个就是为什么我现在一定要选择我的未来，迟了就会给人排侧 。 听妈妈说 他可以给我钱去，可是我又不想完全用完他的 。我的家人将 是为了以后我的日子过得好？ 我知道我从小你们就想要捕回我以前失去的爱。

我跟谁聊心事，永远都觉得是我的错？ 想你 ，想 他，想他们 ，想我们 。那么谁理解我？ 我太厉害演了